ive made the wrong choice. i cant go back and i cant fix it. i just want to fall asleep and never wake up. i want my soul mate back. i want my life. i want my cat. i want i want i want. i always want and its destroyed me. my wants arent more important than hers. im not more important than her. i am nothing. nothing nothing nothing nothing. shes always in my mind and in my heart. i miss her with every fiber of me. i can feel it in my bones. i need to move on though. because i cant keep being miserable. i cant keep cutting. i cant keep thinking again and again how easy it would be to make it all stop. i just want it to stop. i am empty again. its her. shes what made me whole. what made me human. im just a monster now, i cant be real without her. im nothing without her. i need to forget her. i need to move on. shes stronger than i am. shes always been stronger. im already a distant memory to her, a smoky piece of her past. 

cunts

fuck memories. and fuck everyone ive shared a moment with. clearly i mean nothing.

omfg bahhahahahhaa. so bad to laugh at this but omfffff hahhahahaahaaa

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Monday mornings

id be a free spirit too if my stomach was a perfect flat delight, and i

had no arm bulge-_-

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